I'm tired of loosing a battle that I shouldn't have to fight. I'm tired of being rejected for who I am and told to wear a mask of what people think I should be. I'm tired of smiling when I just want to lock myself away. I'm tired of judgement and criticism. I'm sick of good byes and being left behind.
I shouldn't have to fake who I am to be loved.
I shouldn't have to smile when I just want to scream at your face.
I shouldn't be judged and criticized for something I strongly believe in.
I shouldn't be the loser in every battle I face.
I shouldn't be left behind so often and forgotten so easily.
I shouldn't have to fight this hard for everything... and yet this is where every battle lies...
With people's expectations verses my wants and needs.
Guess who's loosing?
~-~-~-~-~
"What happens when the butterfly's wings are burned at the seams? Do we help her fly again, or watch her burn and scream?" -J.M. Stetson
"If I was all that I could be, Would you then love me? Despite the history Stupid things, I know the shame... I'm busting at the seams, To tell you everything, And it's scaring me. 'Cause nothing's sure And nothing makes sense anymore." -Abandoned Pools, "Goodbye Song"
"You can either sit and do nothing or fight for everything." -J.M. Stetson
"There is a fire in this heart in a riot about to explode into flames." -30 Seconds to Mars, "Hurricane"
skip to main |
skip to sidebar
This is my beautiful life, the only thing certian is everything changes, the lows and the highs, and all those goodbyes, as hard as it gets I know it's still amazing, it's a beautiful life...
Quotes
"It doesn't matter that I am weak right now, all that matters is that I will become stronger."
--
"Never die alone, for there will be no one to pass your heart onto."
--
"People cannot be thought to define beauty, however. Flowers can be thought to define beauty. A person's form resembles a flower, only at the time of defeat, when it is torn to peices."
--
"It's easier to crush a dream than to realize one, forming a bond is infinitely more difficult than breaking one."
--
"I'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell and I'll die by your hand which I love so well." --Shakespeare
--
"Dancing on the line between the living and the dead she hums a song her mind cannot remember and her heart cannot forget."
--
"You thought I would forget you, that you need to put your image into my brain... but the fact is, that you're name will always be carved on my heart." -J.M. Stetson
--
"No matter how many times I get hurt by because of you, I won't leave you. Because even if I have a thousand reasons to leave you, I'll look for one reason to fight for you."
--
"Stand in the rain, stand your ground. Stand up when it's all coming down. You stand through the pain, you won't drown. And one day what's loss can all be found, You stand in the rain."
--
"The courses of true love never did run smooth."
--
"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring."
--
"You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved. You will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it."
--
"One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter." -J.E. Jones
--
"I ran through out the skies, but I must awake from this sleep. For a deamon from hell, heaven can't keep."
--
"Three men and I in battle fought side by side. We slayed each others foes and never would depart. I battle alone now. Their names are my battle cry. Their memories carved on my heart."
--
"My heart was always yours to hold, but never yours to keep. You are always by my side, but never within reach."
--
Looking at you is like looking into a mirror and unfortunately, I hate what I see. I am not so narcissistic as to love my reflection, but am cruel enough to hate it."
--
"Never die alone, for there will be no one to pass your heart onto."
--
"People cannot be thought to define beauty, however. Flowers can be thought to define beauty. A person's form resembles a flower, only at the time of defeat, when it is torn to peices."
--
"It's easier to crush a dream than to realize one, forming a bond is infinitely more difficult than breaking one."
--
"I'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell and I'll die by your hand which I love so well." --Shakespeare
--
"Dancing on the line between the living and the dead she hums a song her mind cannot remember and her heart cannot forget."
--
"You thought I would forget you, that you need to put your image into my brain... but the fact is, that you're name will always be carved on my heart." -J.M. Stetson
--
"No matter how many times I get hurt by because of you, I won't leave you. Because even if I have a thousand reasons to leave you, I'll look for one reason to fight for you."
--
"Stand in the rain, stand your ground. Stand up when it's all coming down. You stand through the pain, you won't drown. And one day what's loss can all be found, You stand in the rain."
--
"The courses of true love never did run smooth."
--
"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring."
--
"You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved. You will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it."
--
"One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter." -J.E. Jones
--
"I ran through out the skies, but I must awake from this sleep. For a deamon from hell, heaven can't keep."
--
"Three men and I in battle fought side by side. We slayed each others foes and never would depart. I battle alone now. Their names are my battle cry. Their memories carved on my heart."
--
"My heart was always yours to hold, but never yours to keep. You are always by my side, but never within reach."
--
Looking at you is like looking into a mirror and unfortunately, I hate what I see. I am not so narcissistic as to love my reflection, but am cruel enough to hate it."
Background
Music That Doesn't Suck
1 comment:
I love (& like) U just the way U R. If I ever leave, U can come with me. :)
Post a Comment