More Depressing Poetry

YOUR MASK

I'm tired of your mask, I'm tired of your lies,

I'm tired from crying about you all those stupid times.

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I get so far, only to be pushed away,

Tell me honestly, do you want me to stay?

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I feel alone more now than ever,

Tell me a secret? You wouldn't, never.

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I've been nothing but trustworthy, and now look where I am,

Still alone, still the same, still running into dead ends.

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Why can't I know? Why must you not tell?

Where was it that I suddenly fell?

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Your mask, I hate it, I'll rip it to shreds,

If only you would let me inside your head.

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I'm tired of your mask, I'm tired of your lies,

I'm tired from crying about you all those stupid times.

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I only get to know this, I have to guess that,

Is this where you want this relationship at?

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I put all my trust in you, yet I deserve nothing back,

How am I supposed to stay if my heart's under attack?

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You tell me not to care, you say you're no big deal,

What do I have to do to make you feel altogether healed?

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I can't play this game, it's just a sick joke,

My emotions were a toy, now all I feel is chocked...

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I don't understand, what you want and what you say,

If you really want me here, than please ask me to stay.

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I'm tired of feeling foolish, of being stupid and ignored,

I'm so very close to walking out that door...

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I'm tired of your mask, I'm tired of your lies,

I'm tired of shedding all these tears and endless cries.

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I wish you'd understand, just try to see,

Why I care so much, why it's so hard to be me.

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I could give you my heart, my being, my soul,

But I don't think it'd be enough for you to hold.

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I feel so abandoned, my heart is in anguish,

The pain I'm feeling, take it away, I wish.

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The pain you're causing me is nothing short of cruel,

I feel so stupid, I feel the part of the fool.

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I'll leave your life, if you just say the words,

But ask me to stay and my world is yours.

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I'm tired of your mask, I'm tired of your lies,

I'm tired of feeling my heart slowly start to die.

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To make you happy, I'd do anything,

So just tell me now, either to stay or to leave...